February 2012
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Thursday
Something tells me it’s a bad idea/but in my other ear she sounds so happy and she’s glad I’m here/it’s routine but I mean I find it rather weird/how, she’s holds me tight cause letting go is just her saddest fear/she whispers take me now it doesn’t matter where/plus she says I love you but shit I thought we had it clear/i can’t tell that lie baby I’d just rather stare/thought I seen a twinkle in...
I gotta start locking my room door before I grab my dick.
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“With life comes problems, and with problems comes a reason.”
– Tysheen.
Love should fail with the shit it teach us
we something like a dropout and the sweetest teacher
call her the sweetest sin or a sneaky preacher
both say we’re know it alls what you needed me for
how perfect is our picture if it’s never shown
how we bragging bout the house but we aint never home
how you say I got your heart but it was never owned
something tells me that...
January 2012
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I want that understanding of death that old people...
They don’t seem to fear it as much as I do. I’m afraid to die. I’m afraid to get old solely based on the fact that death is synonymous with old age. But old people seem to be okay with dying. letting go of the only thing they knew. I just wish I wasn’t afraid to die. Something I can’t control, just scares me. I’m not sure what to do. I’m not sure there is...
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Every morning this week, I’ve walked to my bathroom naked. Great confidence.
I gotta stop looking for things to spend my money...
Let me save up and get this Iphone monday, pay this damn bill. But that hoodie is calling me. So is everything else. Online shopping is so easy!
TOO easy.
“I thought our secrets was ours so why you cope with him.
Don’t give us no...”
– Excerpt from “Curtains” (by Tysheen)
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Nothing Even Matters........
I thought it was the right idea. I’m not in her life anymore so why was it so hard to make it official. She’s always on my mind but it feels like I’m never on hers. It feels like hell. I didn’t want to move on but I didn’t want to want her drift away. I can’t handle her moving on. I’m doing nothing but working and working out. Single + Celibate is all I...
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First Time For Everything.
I went to a strip club tonight for the very first time. I must say I enjoyed it I just wish I had more funds and more people to go with.
“Practice makes perfect, but I’m trying to make perfect in every practice”
– Thoughts
Black Power......outage
I feel the black community is too proud of themselves. We stopped achieving and started bragging about what we’ve done 50 years ago. I refuse to believe we strived to become low-middle class, low income people. I refuse to believe we fought so hard to be proud of where we are now. A smart black man/woman should NOT be so rare. Success rate in the urban community should NOT be so low. Yes we...
“Only when it’s dark enough, can you see the stars”
– Martin Luther King JR
Spoke to the mayor's advisor today.
Cool dude. Spoke a lot on PlaNYC and what he’s doing to make nyc greener. It was better, because he was black and actually knew what was going on in the urban community. I’m looking forward to speaking with him again, and making a move into the plaNYC movement in the (hopefully not SO) distant future.
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